habits lyrics – machine gun kelly

ay
complicated
frustrated
underestimated
cant sleep mind racing
hard to stay concentrated
foreign towns missing home
please dont forget about me
tell the story all the glory
fuck what they say about me
some days i feel
so out of place with these fake people in my face
i cannot relate yeah
sometimes i feel
like i create and they just take everything i make
turn around and then hate
maybe i was living off expectations
or i was born in the wrong generation
thats probably it
meanwhile im crushing weed overseas
hopefully tonight well find more
long days on tour
backstage getting boring
but step on stage and they roaring

i fell in love with a very bad habit
but i feel alive for the very first time

i dont wanna die
but i dont i dont wanna hide
or keep shit inside
i will not cry so
i deal how i deal with it deal with it
i am 13 hours clean and still counting
save me from these day dreams about it
under full moons night swims and tattoos
i cannot stand these fucking rules
i been sailing too long in cold water
restrain me from these pills and more doctors
and erase me from this page and start over
i wanna start over

see
i fell in love with a very bad habit
i was alive for the very first time

you said goodbye when i was trying to say
something aint right inside of me
i wanna run away
i want to run away run away
i dont wanna stay
i dont wanna stay i dont wanna stay here
i wish you could relate
id wish upon a star- fuck that leave it up to fate
we are who we are so dont judge me
just cause its hard to smile
read between thin white lines
see whats in my mind

i feel in love with a very bad habit
but i was alive for the very first time
you said goodbye when i was trying to say
something aint right inside of me
i wanna run away yeah
i dont wanna stay here…